
I just got back from Seattle last night. I go to Seattle frequently because my beloved sisters, cousins and most of my nieces and nephews reside there, but this time I flew up for 2 days, mainly to see Maxwell perform at the Key Arena.
He was coming to Oakland, so I could have just gone to the show taking place at the Oracle Arena this evening, but I’d had a great time seeing him in Seattle at The Paramount last Summer – it was a little more low-key. Plus, I wanted to take my cousin, a fellow Maxwell enthusiast, for her birthday. I thought it would be an adventure…
And it was. One of the most stressful experiences I’ve had in my life. There was a road block at every corner, it seemed. By the time 8:00pm came on the 2nd of June, I was just ready to find my seat, relax, and listen to audible art.
This is not a review, but rather my attempt to understand my own brain and the effect music has on it. I am constantly trying to figure out why I use music as an escape from the harsh realities of life. Well, besides the obvious reasons…
I’ve mentioned before how certain things trigger dopamine production in our brains; food, sex, drugs and alcohol. Music is another, and my drug of choice. It really does help me get through life when I’m feeling hopeless. I don’t know if I would be able to live without it.
As for Visual Art, I absolutely love creating, but I really only do it because I happen to be good at it. Music is my first love. And I don’t have much knowledge of the art world, the history, or styles and techniques. I tend to look to musicians for guidance and inspiration, and revere them as most visual artists would revere great painters like Van Gogh or Michelangelo.
That’s how I see Maxwell, you know. I always associate him with fine art. Maybe it’s partly to do with the imagery in his earlier videos, like the voluptuous mermaid painting in “Whenever, Wherever, Whatever.” The only paintings I knew of at that time were by Dali (because my grandmother was a collector of his work and I had seen his paintings around the house) and Frida Kahlo (because my eldest sister had a book about her), but besides that I had no interest or knowledge of any visual artists. So that may be the reason I put musicians in the space that would normally be occupied by artists, at least in the brain of an artist.
Anyway, it’s for that reason that I do not hesitate to buy tickets to see Maxwell whenever he goes on tour. I’ve seen him perform the same numbers on 4 different occasions in the past 2 years, and every time I learn something new. There is something that happens in my mind each time I see him live. I don’t have a great epiphany – nothing like that – but I get a better understanding of my own mind.
When I listen to my favorite artist’s albums, it’s sometimes hard for me not to worship them. I’m able to ignore the fact that they are humans, they’re fallible, and that they eat, sleep, and sh*t like the rest of us. But when I get to see them in person, that dreamy bubble floating over my head gets popped, and I can see things a little more clearly. I still adore them, but I can see them for what they are, not the image that I’ve made up in my head for them.
It’s deep. And I’ve ranted enough, so I’ll close by saying I’m glad I got to go and especially happy that I was able to contribute 2 whole dollars to Haiti and hear the smooth sounds of Max and his band in the process. I don’t even have any complaints about the wait time. All I know is that I’m gonna try to be the BEST artist I can be, touch as many hearts as I can, and to take every opportunity to HELP SOMEBODY. (That was my favorite part, btw. I felt that in my legs.) Shout outs to everybody in the band, but especially Ms. Webb and her angelic voice, the horn section, and Hod David’s magic fingers. Have a great rest of your tour…
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